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  1. So Hard

From the album the Collected Works

Written, performed, and engineered by Bear E. Awesome at Big Sky Studio, Halls Harbour Nova Scotia.

Released March 20th, 2019

Lyrics

It’s so hard living the way that you want me to
It’s so hard, making believe that it’s not true

Sometimes I wonder what you see in me
It seems to happen more and more
Sometimes I wonder what I see in you
That don't seem to happen much no more

It’s so hard living the way that you want me to
It’s so hard, making believe that it’s not true
What do you see when you look at my face?
Am I the ghost that you cannot erase?
Or am I still winning this race for your heart?

Sometimes I wonder when this pain set in?
It seems to happen more and more
Sometimes I wonder where your smiles been?
It don't seem to happen much no more

Tonight I’ll drive down this dusty dirt Road home
I'm alive, but you've cut me to the bone

I know that I’m nothing without your love
Without your smile I’m not that tough
I am a diamond stuck in the rough
And I’ll stay